current event 2: ohmygawd.

http://news.yahoo.com/south-korea-finds-smuggled-drug-capsules-china-containing-132427030.html
oh my gosh. this is so.... SICK. i cant believe ANYONE WOULD DO SUCH A THING!!!!!!!!!!
before you go any further read the article.
when my mum told me about this article i thought it wasn't true but then i actually READ it. i don't get why people from Korea or china think that killing INNOCENT babies would give you ANY ENERGY. i mean these are PEOPLE GETTING MURDERED! the next thing you know they'll be cutting off their arms and eat them cause its apparently "good for your thought process". i mean WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?!?!?! how stupid are you? these Innocent babies couldve been impotent for our survival or couldve saved your whole damn country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but do any of they care? noooooo! and you know what i think? i think they were mostly girls cause their all SEXIST PIGS!!!!! (i mean the people at the factory's and the one's ruling the damned country, luckily SOME people from Korea are nice and not SEXIST.)
i just dont get why they would even make us humans look so low. i swear, if some aliens like from the host ( by Stephanie Meyer)  were to come by and take over the world i'd say go ahead. you'd probably do a better job then we did.

..... :|

she's sitten there all by herself

cant help but feel moody 

shes been waiting a long time 

for a person like you 

to come around and save her 

the walls are singing
the floor boards creeping
the furniture moving
to the beat
of this eternal never ending song of our heartbeats....

he's searching for her
can't help but feel stupid 
he's been  searching for a long time
for someone like you
to come around and save

searching through time and space
cant seem to keep a  straight face
 .....
cant finish :|

journal 5: ....?

my only love
sprung from my only hate
too early unknown
and unknown too late
....
found this on graffeti.... its a nice poem....

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omygoshimgnnascreamicanttakeanymoreofthis!omgwhatiswrongwithme....goingintoseizuremode...whatthehelliswrongwithme?pleasehelpme!!!!imgoingcrazy!...waitimalreadythere...
^^^^^
me today after spending most of it with tyler..... 
yepers

current events.....

http://news.yahoo.com/video/oddnews-22772304/family-locked-in-restaurant-after-refusing-to-pay-tip-29164460.html

**watch video** 

in this video it explains how a customer and her five friends (and family) were just about to leave when the waitress came back and said they hadn't paid the tip. the customer was confused and told them she didn't want to pay the tip because she didn't like the service. the waitress said that it was a policy that if there five people or more that they had to pay a 17 percent tip. the customer told them they wanted to talk to the manager. but when the manager told the customer that she couldn't go until the tip was paid, the customer got angry. the doors were locked though, so she couldn't get out. the manager then had the police come and forced her to pay the tip. 

 ok so if you watched it then you got to admit how stupid this is right? i mean it makes NO sense why they would have that in the first place. i mean, they shouldn't be able to force their customers to pay a tip. so there is my rant of the day.  

:|

the reason why: i dont like my mom at times

homosexuals are DUMB!!!! really really REALLY getting tired of seeing these idiots on every page of news....and now they're attacking BYU as well. what jerks they're all narcisstic, selfish, self absorbed, attention whoring, sinful, ugly, mean JERKS! librerals love 'em, democrats worship them & all the politically correct media out there are falling all over themselves to get these buttheads to like them!!! UGH!!!! they're as bad as murderous pro-abortion baby killers!!! dumb dumb dumb!!! I know that a lot of you out there that may read this will think I'm being hateful, a bully, unChristian, mean etc but here's the point I'm trying to make: if someone is a pedophile, do you think society should kmow asbout it,accept it, not think of it as a sin or even bad, force everyone else who hates it to accept it, call anyone who dislikes it a bully and hateful? NO, of course not right? well, homosexuals and pedophiles are the same thing they both have a deviant sexual preference something that goes against God's laws, and frankly against all that's good in the world these jerks are ruining our great nation with their horrible agenda to take away our freedoms, to make us all "accept" their deviance and to ruin marraige and the family unit! the devil is laughing his butt off at all of you politically corredt morons who thnk being "gay" is ok! you've fallen into his trap!!! I have known plenty of homosexuals-I have an ex that's one-and they are ALL jerks! they're selfish, attention grabbing, in-your-face rude idiots! I have never met a "nice" homosexual know why? because they have something WRONG with them!! their brains are wrong! I will do everything in my power to protect my kids from the sinful, deviant, horrible agenda of the homosexual deviancies! if that means I have to move to another country where these idiots haven't invaded, then so be it! God bless all-even those who choose not to follow His laws! you can love someone as a fellow child of God but not like what they're doing! ugh, I cannot wait for the politicians to fall into the ocean! I really despise voting season-it's really annoying. I mean, having to basically vote for the lesser of two old evil rich idiot MEN is really getting on my nerves. I like Romney, as a person, but I have to seriously consider him insane to want to be president. I mean, who really wants to be in this mess? But then I think "well, maybe he really just wants to do right by the USA, return it to it's glory and thereby glorify our God" So, thinking the best-and NOT listening to media, this is what I've decided: I'm gonna vote Romeny, and pray enough other people do as well that we can get that idiot moron in office at the present OUT of there! We need a Mormon president, not a moron!!! That's my political rant..... Abortion is murder!! - Gianna Jessen is an amazing woman!! * The two Youtube videos that I used to have on here were removed! Why? Because Youtube is fine with posting porn and all other filth on it's website, but not opinions and free speech blogs about abortion! I will no longer support Youtube, if I'm able, through any media! satan is taking over people-pay attention!!!! ****** My rant: Yes, I'm an opinionated mother of 10-so it's no surprise that I am VERY prolife Anyone who thinks that abortion is ok, who is "prochoice" is EVIL, has turned their backs on Jesus and let go of their light of Christ. I have one thing to say to Planned parenthood and those who think Roe v Wade is just a way for women to control their "reproductive rights" SHAME ON YOU! May God, your maker, forgive you ******* It's a CHILD,not a 'choice'-you made the choice when you did the deed that created that innocent baby! Killing an innocent child is not birth control Everyone needs to return to the way GOD set it up-sex after marraige, then this "debate" would be over! 
ladies and gentlemen my mother... 
not that she cares that her children have homosexual friends or anything. 
sometimes my mom needs to just not talk. 
i know shes had trouble with gay people and stuff but she has NO RIGHT to put a label on every gay person just because of their attraction is different from hers and other " normal " people. 
and anyways whats the definition of normal? 
what IS it even? 
i say its when someone needs an excuse so they can be putting a label on others. 
yuck. 
wake up and smell the freaking gummy bears! 
there is NO SUCH THING AS " NORMAL ". 
if there was then we would still be in the caves staring at the fire and hunting animals and eating the meat raw. 
so don't even dare say gay people need to be like " normal "!

your everythng

 my heart is a stone
my soul is a grave
your everything i want
i everything i need
i try to hide
these feelings i have
fo-or you
but it cant be true
because if i love you
then i have to try
and bury it away
because

my heart is a stone
my soul is a grave
your everything i want
your everything i need
but im not good enough
to have you
or even be around you

i try every day
to give you what you need
everything you deserve
is whatever you want
but i cant control
this feeling anymore
anymo-re!


my heart is a stone
my soul is a grave
your everything i want
your everything i need
but im not good enough
to have you
or even be around you

your everything i want
your everything i need
my heart is a stone
and my soul is a gra--aaave
ooo-ooh
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