feel the beat
feel the rhythm
feel the electric sho-ock
feel the movement
feel my hearts desire
decode me
you say you never had this
feeling before
but before dusk
and before the dawn
go back and see
what you won
and what you lost
feel the heat
feel the momentum
feel the sonic sho-ots
feel the improvement
feel my hearts desire
decode me
see the words
fall from my mouth
see the thought's
circle in the sky
dance until you're on fire
dance to your hearts desire
feel my hearts desire
decode me
Thursday, May 10, 2012
journal 15: poptarts!!!!!
promise me
that we will always be together
that you'll never leave my side
that the world may shoot us down
but we'll smile it through
love me forever
trust me forever
die for me forever
the thing about love is
it never will trust you
it never will let you touch it
because the love you want
is broken
and hurt
from all the past
whips and lashes
promise me
that you'll shine brighter than the stars
that you'll go farther then the expectations
that none of those scary monsters
will kill you with their lies
shine for me forever
go farther for me forever
kill for me forever
......
POPTARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
journal 14: bleh
im going to die.
not because of the fact someone is pointing a gun at me. or the fact i have a cureless disease. nor the fact that i am about to jump off a cliff. it is all because of you. why you may ask? well i dont know! keep reading you twit and youll find out later on!
....
when we fall...
i look down at the corpse and step on my cigarette. its a damn shame when a young girl dies.
LONDON,U.K.
1957
not because of the fact someone is pointing a gun at me. or the fact i have a cureless disease. nor the fact that i am about to jump off a cliff. it is all because of you. why you may ask? well i dont know! keep reading you twit and youll find out later on!
....
when we fall...
im running as fast as i can.
i have to get away! i have to get away! i go toward the alley. knowing full well that it is not a safe place for a young lady as i am. i run though and go into the alley seeking shelter. but alkl i find are giant hands that reach over and grab me fast, making sure i do not go anywhere. i am scared. my breathing is fast and short. i feel pain. i find myself staring up into the rain. it drips onto my face. i do not feel the pain. but sweet silence. it covers me and wraps me up in a blanket. so tired. so sleepy....
.....i look down at the corpse and step on my cigarette. its a damn shame when a young girl dies.
LONDON,U.K.
1957
CURRENT EVENT 3: ummmm....what?
http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/upshot/mt-rushmore-land-returned-native-american-tribes-un-224847569.html
what.....is this crap? I'm sorry but what? this makes no sense. OK i get the whole the native Americans were here first and i totally agree (not cause i happen to have Cherokee and black foot in me..... psh its not at all!!!!
..... i think?) but dude this happened like what? 100 years ago? stop living in the past and look to the future people! if they want rush more so badly then fine GIVE IT TO THEM! i don't see why people are fighting over something so stupid.
what.....is this crap? I'm sorry but what? this makes no sense. OK i get the whole the native Americans were here first and i totally agree (not cause i happen to have Cherokee and black foot in me..... psh its not at all!!!!
..... i think?) but dude this happened like what? 100 years ago? stop living in the past and look to the future people! if they want rush more so badly then fine GIVE IT TO THEM! i don't see why people are fighting over something so stupid.
journal 13: strawberrys....
throw your hands in the air
its not a surrender
red as blood
and sweet on your tongue
fall into the darkness
its not a threat
tasty as can be
need it as it is strawberry love
strawberry love
it can only go so far
so far and wide
you didn't have to
do what you did
but you did anyway
and now im alone.
dieing is eeeeasy
if its for someone you love
the pain is exhilarating if you just
have that sweet taste on your tongue
that red blood slip through your fingers
have it as it is
and love the strawberry
strawberry love
strawberry love
it can only go so far
so far and wide
i didn't have to
do what i did
but i did anyway
and now she's safe
strawberry love can only go so
strawberry love can only go so
strawberry love can only go so-o-ooo.....
far and wide
and deep and shallow
and crystal clear
and beautiful from within
and great and trustworthy
and feeling so good
that strawberry love.
ok thats enough dubstep and strawbeery mix for today O.o
Monday, May 7, 2012
journal 12: please oh please let me be dead.
- Cassie is dating my now ex Lucas!!!!
- about an hour agoMonica Wilson
- nooooooooo......
- Yes. Haven told me and its true
- about an hour agoMonica Wilson
- i was just over at her house. we were talking and she was confused why you two broke up
- I dnt care who lucas dates, but in less than an hour????? and my bestie
- about an hour agoMonica Wilson
- i dont get why you think she would do that....
- I have specific reasons 4 breaking up with him
- me either!!!!!!!!!!!!
- about an hour agoMonica Wilson
- ok why
- ok where is this pick
- ?
- about an hour agoSavannah JB Roys
- He untagged it.
- So i wldnt find out. But haven commented on the pics he had tagged of him and cassie
- ......
- she likes daneil not lucas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Well, shes dating Lucas. U can evn ask him
- im NOT relying on a guy who may or may not be who he is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
- He may be an ass, but he dosnt liewateves. cassie says herself she s notShe says ther not dating?yeah. apparently she thinks hes nice but she dont know him. shes been making him feel better and apparently he got the wrong message
Cuz Lucas is calling her milina and tagged pics of her and says their datingdid you ever think that MAYBE,just maybe he was trying to tag this "milena" and instead he tagged cassie?Milina means my girl in italianCASSIENODATINGHOTEMO BOY- WHO
- IS
- A
- JACK@#$%^%
- she is tho
- cassie isnt! ive been talking to her and she has been saying, and i qoute,
- "ok its really omplicated
*complicated
hes nice and all
but i dont know him
im trying to make him feel better"She told him she loves himshe is being her nice sweet self and hes either taking advantage of it orabout an hour agoher "nice sweet self." should hav told me first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she loves daniel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- team daniel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- foreveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr
- well shes team Lucas
- or team twotimer
- NO SHE ISENT
- I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT CASSIE WOULDNT DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!1
ya she isIm going to believe Haven who ive known forevr and saw it......fine.......all the drama of an average teen.
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