whats the opposite of me?
and what could the opposite of you be?
perhaps the opposite of me is you,
and the opposite of you is me
love is hate and hate is love
doves are dates and dates are doves
if that is true then tell me this
what could be the opposite of hate and love?
the opposite of a book is television
while books give you bad vision
at least they don't start killing your brain cells
cause you might as well be in a jail cell
Monday, February 27, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
poems
KISS
peck, carress, smooch, embrace
the one thing i want to have.
APOLIGIZE
confess, excuse, explanation, defense
i dont want or need you too.
WORTH
value, significance, appeal, meaning
you are in everyway this to me.
LIES
deceatfull, falsehood, spuriousness, falsity
all i here is this all day long.
peck, carress, smooch, embrace
the one thing i want to have.
APOLIGIZE
confess, excuse, explanation, defense
i dont want or need you too.
WORTH
value, significance, appeal, meaning
you are in everyway this to me.
LIES
deceatfull, falsehood, spuriousness, falsity
all i here is this all day long.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
journal entry: ...RaNdOm
A guy was running toward a girl.
The girl was sitting on a park bench.
The guy ran toward her very fast.
The girl kept reading.
The guy jumped into the air.
The girl read on.
The guy was a foot away from landing on her…
The girl scoots over to the left.
The guy lands on the park bench.
…
EPIC FAIL….
…
“KELLY!!!!!” tom roared as he stormed up the stairs.
“WHAAAAT?”
Tom entered Kelly’s room, having to take a minute outside her doorway to cough and weez. He took in a deep breath and went back to the doorway. His eyes watered. Inside the room was pink. Nothing else. Pink floors, pink walls, pink light, pink drapes, pink stuffed animals, pink pillows, pink bed, pink drawers, pink clothes, even the windows were tinted with pink.
“WHERE IS IT???” he screamed. He knew she had it. She would be the only one to take it, since she was the only one who knew about it. Kelly glared at him flipping back her pink hair.
“Where is what?” she said a little to innocently.
“You know what… only you do.” he growled staring at her with a deathly look. She smiled and replied while putting her hands to her hips.
“Oh you mean your-“
she couldn’t finish her sentence because tom had hit her square in the face with a pillow. He glared at her.
“Shush!!! You know your not supposed to talk about… IT…” tom looked around nervously.
“Oh stop looking like a trapped animal. I know where it is…” tom looked excited “but I wont tell you unless you tell me something…”
“What? Ill tell you anything!!!”
Kelly smiled. Of course you do tom…. Of course you do. Kelly smiled and prowled toward him.
“Oh its something so simple even you should know the answer,…” she cooed as she shut the door and grabbed his shoulders. She put her lips to his ear. Tom was getting annoyed. What could she possibly want to know from him?
“Where is my bun-bun.”
Tom immediately tensed up. Oh no.
“I-I don’t know…”
She spun him around gave him a menacing look.
“You’re the only one who knows I still have bun-bun!!! You HAVE to know where she is!!!”
“ well your the only one who knows where my ring is!!!”
“ahem…”
both Kelly and tom slowly turn to see their father. He held up a worn out white bunny, and a diamond ring with sapphires around it. They both gasped and looked nervous.
Crap.
“what is the meaning of these?”
Kelly and tom looked nervously at eachother. Then they looked devious. They smiled evily at their father.
“I don’t know what your talking about dad…” Kelly said sweetly.
“like we don’t know about your little… what is the phrase… ‘midnight snack’ at cold stone…”
their father paled. He was supposed to be going on a diet and their mother would be furious if she found out. He looked up and down the hall and leaned in.
“how about this be our little secret ok?”
Kelly and tom smiled.
“alright.”
journal entry: me and a certain friend...
me and my certain friend are pals.
we laugh at eachother's jokes,
though there not funny at all,
and understand eachother's problems.
my certain friend seems happy and fine
my certain friend seems like they don't have a problem in the world.
but,
my certain friend just killed themself last week.
no one understood what was wrong.
they thought my certain friend was perfectly happy and fine.
but they didn't know my certain friends secret.
my certain friends parents did not understand,
because,
they didn't know my certain friends secret.
all our other friends questioned and bickered,
the reason?
because they didn't know my certain friends secret.
the neighbors started rumors,
saying my certain friends parents were abusing and using,
my certain friend,
all because,
they didn't know my certain friends secret.
everyone glared,
everyone stared,
as the funeral started,
and the parents cry.
i saw they all blamed my certain friends parents,
and they honestly blamed themselves.
so i got up before it all started.
everyone's eyes were on me,
as i came onto the alter.
i looked at everyone's faces and picked up a poster board
and wrote my friends secret onto it.
i put it up,
for everyone to see,
the last secret,
of my certain friend.
when the service was over,
everyone left,
feeling surprised and strange,
knowing the secret of my certain friend.
no one will ever tell,
what was said on the bored,
but all i can say know,
is that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
we laugh at eachother's jokes,
though there not funny at all,
and understand eachother's problems.
my certain friend seems happy and fine
my certain friend seems like they don't have a problem in the world.
but,
my certain friend just killed themself last week.
no one understood what was wrong.
they thought my certain friend was perfectly happy and fine.
but they didn't know my certain friends secret.
my certain friends parents did not understand,
because,
they didn't know my certain friends secret.
all our other friends questioned and bickered,
the reason?
because they didn't know my certain friends secret.
the neighbors started rumors,
saying my certain friends parents were abusing and using,
my certain friend,
all because,
they didn't know my certain friends secret.
everyone glared,
everyone stared,
as the funeral started,
and the parents cry.
i saw they all blamed my certain friends parents,
and they honestly blamed themselves.
so i got up before it all started.
everyone's eyes were on me,
as i came onto the alter.
i looked at everyone's faces and picked up a poster board
and wrote my friends secret onto it.
i put it up,
for everyone to see,
the last secret,
of my certain friend.
when the service was over,
everyone left,
feeling surprised and strange,
knowing the secret of my certain friend.
no one will ever tell,
what was said on the bored,
but all i can say know,
is that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
journal entry: annoyed.....
so iv been trying to do stuff on the computer
and get stuff done when
someone kept telling me to get to work.
every time i went off and checked my account
they kept saying that i needed to stop foolong around.
i explained to her plainly as i could
that i was working on art credict.
with a roll of her eyes,
and a shake of her head, she said with a sneer,
"your always working on that. let me on there instead."
on the outside i replied as calmley as could be,
"no thank you. i think ill be fine."
while on the inside i was a raging storm.
i wanted to scream and holler,
to tell her to go to h#*$,
and most importantley to 'accidently',
push her off the edge of a massive cliff.
but i can control my anger and ,
not say a word to upset the annoying flower.
and get stuff done when
someone kept telling me to get to work.
every time i went off and checked my account
they kept saying that i needed to stop foolong around.
i explained to her plainly as i could
that i was working on art credict.
with a roll of her eyes,
and a shake of her head, she said with a sneer,
"your always working on that. let me on there instead."
on the outside i replied as calmley as could be,
"no thank you. i think ill be fine."
while on the inside i was a raging storm.
i wanted to scream and holler,
to tell her to go to h#*$,
and most importantley to 'accidently',
push her off the edge of a massive cliff.
but i can control my anger and ,
not say a word to upset the annoying flower.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
current event and journal entry: terra nova closing?
my mom and i were driving home when my mom told me that Terra nova was closing.
i was surprised.
and confused.
why were they trying to use that trick again?
you see in October they were telling us Terra nova was closing. everyone was upset. but then in the middle of the day they told us it wasn't really closing. we were all mad and told them if they ever did tell us it was closing then we would never believe them. well apparently it was closing this time. when i got to school i saw everyone was sad and well.... depressed. i felt like i could swim in all the depressing atmosphere. i quickly sat next to Avery and looked around. normally you would see everyone smiling and laughing and kidding around, but this news, this sad stupid news, had changed everything. the normally chatty upperclassmen were silent as a blank canvas. our normally happy teachers, weakly smiled and tried to say something positive about the situation, but it was obvious that they were as broken as the rest of us. even my hyper super positive happy go lucky group of freshman's were speechless. they all just sat there and looked like broken dolls. barley holding on. Kurt, one of the upperclassmen, just looked pissed off. i swear if he put any more pressure to his teeth they would shatter like glass.
i sat there not knowing what to do next.
cry?
no i hate crying, and i think people would stare.
scream?
defiantly not. everyone would glare at me.
tell the principle off?
maybe...
i sat there gathering My thoughts trying to figure out what to say. Kate began speaking telling us something but i wasn't listening. i tried to get exactly what i wanted to say.
should i talk about how this isent just a school but a family?
should i talk about how wrong they are about closing this school?
should i talk about the reasons they cant close the school without giving us students a fair vote?
my thoughts were inturupted with andrew talking. well, i guess its time to hear how others feel. i tried to listen carfully, but i kept jumping back to the inside of my head.
then i heard them call my name.
what am i supposed to say?! im not ready! gah! people are staring....
i felt my lips move and words tumble out before i could stop them.
"p-pass..."
i punched myself internally...
crap. now i cant say anything.
---
will continue later....
i was surprised.
and confused.
why were they trying to use that trick again?
you see in October they were telling us Terra nova was closing. everyone was upset. but then in the middle of the day they told us it wasn't really closing. we were all mad and told them if they ever did tell us it was closing then we would never believe them. well apparently it was closing this time. when i got to school i saw everyone was sad and well.... depressed. i felt like i could swim in all the depressing atmosphere. i quickly sat next to Avery and looked around. normally you would see everyone smiling and laughing and kidding around, but this news, this sad stupid news, had changed everything. the normally chatty upperclassmen were silent as a blank canvas. our normally happy teachers, weakly smiled and tried to say something positive about the situation, but it was obvious that they were as broken as the rest of us. even my hyper super positive happy go lucky group of freshman's were speechless. they all just sat there and looked like broken dolls. barley holding on. Kurt, one of the upperclassmen, just looked pissed off. i swear if he put any more pressure to his teeth they would shatter like glass.
i sat there not knowing what to do next.
cry?
no i hate crying, and i think people would stare.
scream?
defiantly not. everyone would glare at me.
tell the principle off?
maybe...
i sat there gathering My thoughts trying to figure out what to say. Kate began speaking telling us something but i wasn't listening. i tried to get exactly what i wanted to say.
should i talk about how this isent just a school but a family?
should i talk about how wrong they are about closing this school?
should i talk about the reasons they cant close the school without giving us students a fair vote?
my thoughts were inturupted with andrew talking. well, i guess its time to hear how others feel. i tried to listen carfully, but i kept jumping back to the inside of my head.
then i heard them call my name.
what am i supposed to say?! im not ready! gah! people are staring....
i felt my lips move and words tumble out before i could stop them.
"p-pass..."
i punched myself internally...
crap. now i cant say anything.
---
will continue later....
journalentry: animations
hi. its monica.
i decided that i wanted to talk about animation. i have been messing around with some animations that i have been working on. for example:
i worked on this for about 20-30 minutes. i dont know the exact time because ive had to do chores and go to other classes, excedra.
here is the base:
this is not mine. someone let me use this. here is the link:
i do do animations that are mine (which i will show in a moment.).
so anyways it takes a long time to color and reshape these because you first have to know what you want to do. this is a charecter i made up. her name is melonpop... cause she looks like a watermelon but also has lolipopish colors. i used this site to make the animation (i kinda use it for all of them ^-^' ):
its hard to do animation because you have to do frame by frame..... and you have to make sure you make it move, but make it similar. it would probabley take me weeks to do just a 20 minute animation. the thing that helps me with an animation is usually to make sure that im not just doing it. id probably look like this if i just sat there doing just the animation:
wow that is scary :| anyways i think if you have music on or you also have a friend to help you out and give you suggestions then youll be ok.
another thing, if your using paint then make sure you try not to mess up so much. cause it only lets you 'undo' three times. i also think its good to put your drawings next to eachother and compare. it really helps out. also if your using iaza, make sure that the drawings are the same size.or else it will look bad... trust me o.o .
ok here are some more animations ive done:
Monday, February 6, 2012
current events: model with natural 20 inch waist
i was looking around online when i all of a sudden i saw this picture:
i gasped and looked into it. i read this article and was very shocked. in the article it talks about, Ioana Spangenberg, a model who has a natural 20 inch waist. it talks about how she was and outsider her whole life because of the fact that she lived in Italy and how in Italy it was good to be fat and that while her friends went out and had a blast she would sit all alone at home eating a bunch of food wishing she would gain weight. she hated her body and would always stay home trying her best to gain weight. but then her husband and her met and he said that she looked perfect just the way she was. she modeled some pics for him and he was so impressed that he put them on the Internet. with some support she decided to become a model.
i was very sad hearing about how she couldn't gain wait and how she struggled, but was kinda disgusted at the fact that she became a model. ya i think its nice she feels good but its just gross that they think that its beautiful to look this way.
i gasped and looked into it. i read this article and was very shocked. in the article it talks about, Ioana Spangenberg, a model who has a natural 20 inch waist. it talks about how she was and outsider her whole life because of the fact that she lived in Italy and how in Italy it was good to be fat and that while her friends went out and had a blast she would sit all alone at home eating a bunch of food wishing she would gain weight. she hated her body and would always stay home trying her best to gain weight. but then her husband and her met and he said that she looked perfect just the way she was. she modeled some pics for him and he was so impressed that he put them on the Internet. with some support she decided to become a model.
i was very sad hearing about how she couldn't gain wait and how she struggled, but was kinda disgusted at the fact that she became a model. ya i think its nice she feels good but its just gross that they think that its beautiful to look this way.
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