Tuesday, April 24, 2012

journal 3: spins through reality

spinning in a circle
what am i going to do?
don't wanna see reality
but the adults keep shouting
"if you don't stop now,
you wont be able to see
the truth from the lies."
but i spin on and on
reality and time wont ever catch me!

i'm the one who doesn't listen to reason
i'm the one who laughs at despair
i'm the one who spins in a circle,

i am now barely fifteen
and i'm still spinning
ill never tire and ill never stop
but then i did
it was only one moment
only one moment
but i stopped to see you watching me
i smiled and kept spinning
my world collapsed that day
my ears are bleeding
hearing truth and lies
i'm hurting inside
could this be reality?
you stand and a smile cracks
onto your crazed face
you weren't the person i thought you were


i'm the one who doesn't listen to reason
i'm the one who laughs at despair
i'm the one who spins in a circle,

.... 
this is the end.

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